Give your ego a job
Why is everybody trying to kill the ego?
I've been through a few ego deaths — plant medicine, DMT, and a near death experience in 2019. Removal is not the approach. Your ego is designed to work. You just have to define the role.
In Human Design the ego has an address. It's called the Heart. It's tribal. Two gates that control your wealth. Energy for the other person, which means you stop asking how and start asking who.
Every video I shoot and every one of these letters is for my fractal. That's not me being selfless. That's the ego doing its job. It treats you like a co-creator instead of an audience.
Somebody wrote me this week asking how to unlock the financial part of building a community. Build the container first. Money doesn't come to a person. It moves through a channel, and if you haven't built one there's nowhere for it to land.
I went looking for mine on camera yesterday. Every money placement in my chart is hidden. Twelfth house. The room nobody sees. I nearly didn't post it.
The line that got me was this one: you did not pick writing, it was the only exit.
My Lilith is the gate that sells. The exile and the salesman are the same coordinate, one line apart. Whatever yours is, go give it a job.
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Since we're talking about channels, watch the one my ego built. Thirty-seven minutes, my whole chart on screen, and a small crash-out around minute thirty.
P.S. I'm going to write you most mornings for a while. If that's too much you can turn the daily off and keep the rest, or leave entirely. I won't take it personally.