I never saw myself
So I built a mirror.
For six weeks, twelve hours a day, I taught myself to write code. A skill I was afraid of. Now it feels like logical magic.
I ran my own chart through it and found the part of myself I exiled. The thing I built showed me what I already knew. My hands trembled. But fear is my motivation, so I went deeper.
I named it the Cipher, because it reflects back what's already written in you.
I'm giving it away. No cost. Just a love letter to my fractal.
This is me healing my oldest wound. Visibility. And somewhere in there I found the medicine for somebody else.
Before you can be seen, you have to see yourself.
[ Enter the Cipher π ]
Then send it to one person you love.
β L10
You can't look at your own Sun directly. That's what the mirror is for. π
P.S. I'm going to write you most mornings for a while. If that's too much you can turn the daily off and keep the rest, or leave entirely. I won't take it personally.