Clear Your Throat

I used to hate the sound of my voice.

I was scared they would think it was soft.
Too feminine. Too sweet.
Not boy enough.
Not Detroit enough.
So I silenced her.
The exile.
From the black side of the moon.
Her name is Lilith.
The mother of my deepest wound.

Past rejection into self-rejection.
I ran from my rawest self.
State Champion mind you
in the 4x1, the 4 and the 2.
But I could not outrun the mirror.
I had to stand ten toes down.
And now I can't move.

Grounded at 44

I have been battling the most diabolical paralysis (for 7 years now) and it's starting to feel like frustration. It's starting to not make sense. It's getting spooky.

Being born in the 1900's is wild. I can feel my body aging. Not a bad thing. It's the realest thing. If you're a Generator, like me, you need stimulation. Or you might dip into melancholy.

You're not sad.
You're not depressed.
You're just meh.

And meh is fine, but we need a new timeline.

I know it's heavy. And it feels like the smallest particle is tearing your cells off the bone. So you go numb to protect yourself and just evolve. You are becoming a new person, and this is about to be the best version of yourself.

Some people call it transits, or retrograde or the moon,

But I been saying this is Where the Sky meets the Body.

Fill the Ocean

All you need is one drop a day. This is the ritual to get your spark back.

One post. On any platform. It doesn't have to be big. It's actually better when it's small. It can even be invisible, on an account nobody knows. This post is for you. You are the ocean.

Trust the Second Gut

When you use your mind to make a decision life gets more confusing. That third eye is getting foggy, friend. It's time to clear the lens.

When your body says "yes", that's the somatic signal.

Follow that. That's how I found my voice again.

When I get stuck in a loop, I write my way out. The voice I exiled for a lifetime is the one I write in now.

The REMIX™️

70% of us are built to respond, not initiate — and we're being sold a version of manifesting that only works for the other 9%. Most of us — Generators and MGs — aren't built to force it. Push against your design and you burn out. Your life should feel like economic ease and a flow of fulfillment. You don't manifest through initiation, you magnetize through response. Life is always coming to you, your only job is to say "yes" to what lights you up.

"Your body knows the next move, let your mind be the passenger."

Seven years ago I didn't know where to start because I didn't know who I was. That's why I built myself a mirror and now I'm sharing it with you. --> The Cipher 🔑
The throat is where the yes gets spoken.
You can't clear it by pushing air through. It clears when something real comes up.

- L10 RAW